I just want You Lord

I just want You Lord, above all else,
I want You and to be closest to You.
Mold me to become such a person.
To be the star that shines in darkness.
To be the sheaf that feeds the hungry.
I need not man's praises and appreciation.
I need not man's reaction, their thoughts about me.
Let me lay down all that is unnecessary.
All that hinders me, all that distract me.
Let me follow You whole-heartedly all the way,
In all my days, to love You most.
I want not a settled life.
I want not to gain pride in man's eyes.
I want not to be free of misunderstandings of men towards me,
I do not mind to be foolish in their eyes...
If I can live a life full of glory and truth.
To be close to You and attract others to be close to You.
If I can live a life to be influential, to complete Your dream, Your will.
Lord, I do not mind.

Lord, I just want You.
I want to be passionate as You.
I want to dream Your dream.
Love what You love.
I want to satisfy Your heart, Your longing, Your desires.
Lord, I just want You-You're all I need.
May my heart ever be faithful and true to You.
-January 13, 2012, after Friday Night meeting

This was my response to the Lord after last night's meeting. I feel that the Lord is encouraging me to breakthrough, and once I've made this decision, He will support me all the way.
I also wrote this as I thought about how I want my life to be...since my bday is coming up. I cannot just let years of my life pass by, but really need to know what I want to do in this life.
This morning I woke up to a blanket of beautiful white snow when I looked out my window. I jumped for joy!-literally! And was so touched! The Lord always gives me snow when I need that extra push, or just to show His personal love towards me! I love Him so much!!