Dancing in HIS Eternal Dance of Love: Priority

Hello my old friend. Its been a while haha....actually not really. I just havent been blogging as much. Part of it is because I am busy with finals, and trying to study. The other part is because I've made myself a goal. That is to share what I am going to write here with at least one person...in person (not on msn) before I write it here. This will first improve my people skills, and limit my blogging. Because really the whole point of me blogging is to share what I have gained with people, so why not share it with someone in person first?

Okay, so a lot has happened, and I am not going to waste my time typing it all here...I just feel extremely blessed these days, and experiencing all that the Lord has to give me. Really He is waiting to give you these blessings, you just gotta have the heart to recieve them, and take the initiative to go to Him.

One of the things that was stuck in my head were second generations. I touched on this when I shared today, but not in much detail. I just really really really give thanks that I can be a second generation. And not only a second generation, but a second generation who can experience God. Who encountered His love appearing. Who heared His personal calling. I can say that many are lacking these kind of experiences. And I feel sooooo blessed to experience God, to be changed by Him. Truly God has revealed His heart to me. He has not only put the "right way" in front of my face, but has motivated me, and moved me to take this path. He revealed His personal love to me, and changed me. To be honest, my life wasnt exactly Christ-centered before. If He had not reveal Himself to me, my life would be so different right now. I probably wont be in Vancouver, I would be stressing out right now, probably depressed, and overwhelmed. But God has truly turned my life around. I can have such an abundant life, use my time for more worthy things, and most of all live my life with the most meaning, which can satisfy me the most. Its not like I didnt know this way before, oh I knew alright, and so many encourage me to take it. But I chose not to, I chose to pursue my own desires, which were not beneficial to me at all. I give thanks that now I not only know the way, but I am walking in it. This makes my heart rejoice with true joy. No one can replace this feeling.
...and then one night, when I was looking through my notebook...a song fell out. It was "When I Think Of You". It totally described how I was feeling. I started to sing it but couldnt really because I was so choked up in tears. I am so touched that the Lord has kept me through all these years. I truly have the highest and most important position in His heart. I will put up the words to this song...when I find it again. >.< I put it somewhere "safe" and I have now forgotten where this place is haha. I have such a bad memory!

Oh gosh that was longer than I expected. Well since I am waiting to shower I will type this also. =P
Tonight Violin shared about reforming your life. I have tried to do this many times, and yes it has helped, but I still find that I need to keep reforming it. I have actually planned my schedule for next semester. Like everything...when I am going to wake up, eat, JOG, and of course Quality Time with God. But following the schedules that I plan is pretty hard! For the first little bit, I can follow it, but then I kinda slack off. I plan my schedule so that I may live my life with God 24hrs. And I realize that sometimes I cant follow because I dont put God as my first priority. I get distracted by other things easily. MSN is a big one >.< well NOW is the time to change right? So ...no I am not quitting MSN all together....but I will limit myself. Maybe for starters....1hr a day? and then I'll sign off. Please remind me, and if you see me on MSN for more than a hour, kindly kick me off. Haha, yes I do need peoples help.

ok time to shower! its amazing how much i can type now in such a short time!

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I'm back from showering LOL. Now waiting for my hair to dry!

So today, I had my chem final! First ever University Final and I was not nervous at all! I was a little worried about not being worried haha. But w/e its over. It went alright I thought. And then Frankie and I bused to 123 to join the last little bit of the training. Darn I wish I could go for the next two...but I have exams >.< record for me?

Haha then Frankie brought me to RICHMOND! The ultimate asian place! I felt like a tourist for a while actually, and asian. Haha it was fun, but it was even better that Frankie and I got to talk more...about everything =)

Picture time!

While I was taking a walk with God =). Its kinda blurry...because well...I was walking haha.