He is desperate for me

lol no I'm not talking about some boy, so dont worry.

I'm just talking about the Lover of my soul, my most compatible Lover, my True Beloved.

He is awesome. He is madly in love with me, and He is determined to love me. He is also desperate for me.
That's what I've been feeling these past days.

I treasure so much that the Lover of my soul is the one who knows all things, and will cause all things to work together for me.

The Lord has been pouring all this love and encouragement to me these days, I'm overcome by His personal love. He is also so gentle, and gently reminds me what I need to do to get back on track in this love life with Him. He knows me the most, and He knows my heart for Him, I am comforted.

You're holding out for something big to happen
All you really need are My arms to be wrapped in
You know that, but you refuse to admit that I am the only one that you're lackin
What happened to the passion? You're lazy
Letting all the stupid things drive you crazy
I told you, I am everything you're ever gonna need
So please let go of it all,
You see the pain that I felt for you then?
The gift you received with your every single "amen?
It's been a few days, months, or years since the last time I took away your tears, your fears
I miss you...well did you know that?
I paid the price so you never gotta look back
All I want is to love and be loved in return.
**You wanna be together with Me for eternity?
You turn your head the other way and choose to feed your greed.
You are my masterpiece, I have washed your feet.
My love for you will never change, I will never change.
-Never Change (samuelock)
ok, so i do not relate to this very directly, but its a pretty touching song, and experience written by someone I don't know...and its a good reminder


My sister, My love, My perfect one,
May you open for Me,
For My head is covered with dew,
My locks the drops of the night.
Though you are weak, I know your hardship.
My love to you will not change.
You're My beloved darling. I desire you.
Quickly fly to My bossom. (I am the resurrection.)
-The Lord Desires and Admires me (SOMH 6, P.28-stanza 8)

"My love to you will never change." He spoke it so gently in my heart. And honestly, I've failed to realize it at times, but He reminded me again and again these days. Through an email, the sharing of a sister, a song that the Lord just randomly put in my head, worship, my beholding breaks, reading Song 5-6, and the message meeting, oh and even a youtube video I came across...its so obvious that He's trying to tell me that.

I really need to FOCUS and enjoy His love deeply everyday. I need to relive and remember His commission everyday to have strength to keep going for Him, and give my love response back to Him. Basically, I just need Him all the days of my life.
But guess what, even if I dont do this, His love to me will never change. Sometimes I do feel guilty if I dont have time to give thanks for His commission, or enter into His love as deeply as I'd like to, but no matter how much I do, or how much I dont do, His love to me will never change.
Of course, life would be sweetest if we DO include these. The most important is that we have the heart to do it. The Lord understands and knows our heart, and will help us!

Ah, my life is so wonderful because I have the Lord and His love. =)

P.S. I don't think I've ever been so "romantic" in my life haha. This post is quite mushy. But its all good, because it is the Lord's love that has captured my heart.