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So my parents visited for a week and left, and right when I came back home from the airport and looked at my calendar, I had a sudden thought that...OH EM GEE, I am gonna die in March!
Well here are some of the important things happening in March:
March 9-21: Photo Exhibition
-March 10: Photo Exhibition Presentation
March 12: MBB Midterm
March 14: KIN Midterm
March 15: CHEM FINAL!!!
March 17: St. Patricks Day 5km Run + Charity work presentation
March 23: Charity Dinner
March 24: Crystal Mall performance
March 28: KIN Term Project due
And being typical Katy, I suddenly got really overwhelmed and worried. I really need to change this over-worrying habit of mine, and I really pray that the Lord can help me with this since it really does hinder me and cause me unnecessary thinking and time.
So I asked the Lord to give me grace and be with me to know how to spend my time in all these...
And the next day, while I was taking a short break from studying at a SFU computer lab, I pulled out "Meditation of Love 2" (page 16) and read it with my very tired brain.
And all of a sudden my brain started to be alive, and I was extremely captured by: "You cause me to have strong ambition and a big vision from You, and have a broad view like Yours."
I started to meditate upon it, and was so very touched!
I never imagined that I could live a life like this! Actually I was never a person who had big ambitions in life. Even when people saw potential in me, I just never had a reason to chase after any big dream...maybe because I was too scared to fail and never reach it. I never had the courage to aim for any ambitious goals.
But give thanks the Lord changed my life!! He really openned my eyes to see my life is more than what I thought! And when I experience Him, He gives me courage to walk on and have strength! I can do His work, I can satisfy God's heart with my life!
And when I read the Bible verse (2 Cor. 1:12) I realized that my life is so divine! Its like at a level that is incomparable with people of this world! This is because I now live in His grace, rather than in worldly wisdom!
I now saw all the things that I "had" to do, as part of my divine life! All the things that are happening are not things that I "have" to do, but it is my honor to do them! Even though they may seem to be the same as what everyone in the world is doing, but when I see the purpose and the vision behind it, it is so much more!
Even studying haha....I study for the Lord! How wonderful is that!
Wow, I dont know if I am making sense, and I feel like I cant express what I can see in my heart...but just know that I feel so glad that I can do what I do in my life, in my youth, in this month of March, and on this very day!
So yup, I got the message, and I am NOT gonna die in March!! Instead, I am going to be gloriously doing what is ahead in this wonderful life of mine!
But I do need your prayers! Especially for CHEM final! If I fail this, I cannot continue with my major! I need a C- at least!!
And also pray for the other events in March, its exciting! But we do need prayers!
Oh and thanks for you all who prayed for my health! I have been sick for more than 3 weeks (I dont think I have ever been sick for so long in my life!), but I am getting better I think. So thanks!
AND LAST THING!! I am still looking for pledges for the 5km run! All proceeds will go to Light and Love Home. Let me know if you would like to support me and this awesome organization!!
Thats all, I need to get going and do my stuff haha!
OH P.S.!!
Ticket for Cape Town has been bought! WOOHOO! So excited!
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